so proud of myself. :} I studied at least 4 hours today and I did make progress! I'm so tired now tho, gonna sleep soon altho school starts late tomorrow. long day againnnnnnn. but there's dance! wheeeee~

went out yesterday to S313 with G and Eddie. I TOOK PUBLIC TRANSPORT THERE! it wasn't exactly an eventful day, cuz we couldn't think of what to do and all the movie tickets were completely sold out. we ended up, bunking in at G's, all snuggled up in bed, watching a mindfucking movie, Inception.

I miss my australians. ):

I'M GETTING BETTER.

lately, I've been so cropped up, hot-headed and ignored everyone around me due to stress from all the assignments piled up from what I missed on Monday and Tuesday. but I guess now as the week has passed and thank god it's FINALLY weekends, I get a break. so I'm pretty alright now. I think drums helped out a little bit too which is good. (:

another amazing friday where I just chill out with my favourite trio. I swear, I'm really blessed to have these 3 (G, P, J) to talk to whenever I need to. ♥ I would really like to travel somewhere with you guys, just the 3 of you.

I'm feel so envious right now. like, I think I should quit Tumblr and never enter this site ever again. well, okay, maybe not. the truth is, Tumblr makes me wanna shop, shop for clothes. but trust me, in this kind of pretty shitty country, you will never be able to find such gorgeous stuff. really.

just yesterday, was 7. (: I'm over the moon biatches! WAHAHAA.

hi there. (:

I'm feeling sooooo much better right now.

not perfectly fit, but still much better.

omg, and I'm actually studying for my chem test chapter 2, which apparently is tomorrow.

and I actually get it!

I'm proud of myself. :}

bio test tomorrow too.

I really hope I'll do well again, so I can "double kill" my bio lecturer. :3

I'm so sad, I'm missing dance today. ):

oh wells...

I'm like, listening to Michael Buble's songs right now.

damn devastated please.

his show ticket's are completely sold out. ):

his voice~~~

OMG.

):

someone be a sweetie to sell me their MB's please!?

PLEASE!!!

ill.

my brain isn't working at all.

I've been trying to work since, 2pm.

and I'm not making progress.

I tried reading history, none has been absorbed.

I tried doing my chinese, none either, or it was too difficult, or Laoshi gave us higher chinese worksheet by accident.

I don't know, but every second I feel like falling asleep.

so here I am now, gonna go nap or awhile.

really hoping I'll be able to get some shit after I wake up.

SMELLY PEOPLE ON SKYPE!

yeah, Jas and I. :} hehehe!

anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING BROTHER, JERRY BOY! jie loves you no matter how retarded and silly you are! ♥

I had one hella cool and awesome evening everrr with my 3 favourite boys yesterday. ♥ it was those kind of evenings you wished it'll never have an ending. just the 4 of us together warms me up a little inside.

meeting my darling boy, G, later on for a date! ♥

I don't like sitting with you..

cuz you keep swearing.

and it's super embarrassing.

MB.

I WANNA SEE YOU LIVE.

Dear Valentine.

my first ever Valentines Day celebrated with a partner. yes, first. (: G, honoured? anyways, G baked me cupcakes and they were pretty good! I ate one and kept the other. however, it melted and everything got ruined ): arghhh. anyways, school was stupid and looooooong and I literally had to live half day without my baby G. TOMORROW'S GON BE ANOTHER DAY WITHOUT YOU. ):

so, my weekend! one of those weekends which I'm willing to keep as memories. saturday was bestey's party. it was fun. did loads of crap. :} gossip, watched movie, played truth/dare/doubledare, eat. and I got bestey the COOLEST present ever! ^^ I swear. it's really cool.

Sunday, hmmmmm. I had to baby sit 2 angmo babies ; Mathieu & Thomthom. they're the cutest babies in this universe! I love them so much (: Mathieu, you just make my day.

last thing, before I end off. not really a good way to end off, but, I'm hating Singapore more and more day by day. I can't stand it.

1) the weather. BASICALLY.

2) the people, those I don't know. aren't friendly AT ALL. SG's a small country, shouldn't it be MORE united?!

3) singlish. WTF did you people come out with. -.-

4) too many traffic lights!!!

5) ITS TOO SMALL.

I could go on, but I really don't want to. I don't wanna spend my evening listing out everything I hate about Singapore. if you're offended by this part of the post, I'm sorry. it's my blog and it's how I feel. lastly, I'm not directing to anyone k! (:

peace out.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE GREATEST BEST FRIEND ON EARTH.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SILLY, YOU. ^^ whenever around, you never fail to put a smile on me. hehe. you're 15 now, same age as I am! 1 year away from our 16th. I hope you had good dinner with us. (hearts)

all I can think of right now is the word, "tired". got back not too long ago from school cuz we had basketball interhouse. we came in 3rd position but it was okay. (: I felt that we did well. first match, against Thoburn, not much effort put in because of nervousness. we won tho. ^^ however, second match, against GHK, we lost by a point! very good game. ^^ I'm proud of myself cuz I played well and now I'm just all tired. meh.

had dinner after everything ended. went Swensens. we bought bestey dinner. ^^ wheeee. good + tiring day.

the loveboard and G vandalized the school ground. tsktsk.

I'm so :@ because my love note to G and everyone else fell offfff. whatever, I guess, I'll have to do another one. ORR. I'll just make my own board. ^^ hehehe. sounds cool.

TY: Steffi, dyou know CPR?

Me: no.

TY: because you took my breath away.

awwww, TY! (:

I HATE MY BIO LECTURER. FULLSTOP.

hell yeah, I freaking hate him. HATE. well, he doesn't like me too. he doesn't give me notes even when I constantly ask for it. he doesn't explain the work I don't know and simply gives me a 0. he's just gonna be messing up my bio module. but yknow what, Mr Antonio, suck on that, I'm gonna be acing ALLLL the tests you give.

ok, enough of all the complaints and bitching and what not. haven't touched blogger, tumblr etc in ages. too lazy to. sigh. :/ oh, we're dancing to MP - cooler than me and I've already forgotten the steps. geeeez. school, school, school......

BESTEY'S TURNING 15 TOMORROW. (gazillion hearts) ^^

Day 8 - a moment.

that particular beautiful moment, when you asked me, just by the river and the surrounding, just not Singapore. fire works, roses and you. just making everything seem so perfect. (:

Day 9 - your beliefs.

my beliefs?

you love me, I love you more. you hate me, just don't talk to me or don't even look at me. cuz I'll just take it as you don't know me well enough or you're just plainly childish. (: OH AND MYOB, TYVM.

Day 10 - what you wore today.

school uniiiiii.

I miss my darling boy. ):

SCHOOL IS BACK -.-

hiiiii, I'm back. my weekend was just too short! I don't wanna go back to school yet. :/ ah well. at least there's something I look forward to for tomorrow;dance.

friday, G, bestey, Gavin, Jess, Darren came over. (: it was fun. watched movies and played blackjack. just so chill. (:

on saturday, we went over to some relative's house in amk. I brought G along cuz I was afraid I might get awkwardly neglected/ditched/bored etc. so yeah, the food was not that good. oh my god I swear I couldn't even recognize my cousins or any of my nephew/nieces, there's too many! so anyway, went to watch them sing in the ktv lounge and then came outto play black jack. lost $8. after which, went over to Jus' house. ^^ everything was much better. gambled and cam-whored. lost money. ): oh wells.

today, reached G's house at around 1115. went lunch with him and Clara over at Blooies while waiting for the rest to come. went back to G's place after everyone arrived. played blackjack, won $14 and then they started playing poker so Clara and I rest for awhile. got back to blackjack once they were done again. I won 6$ in total! haha, good enough. (:

so, that was my weekend. it was fun. I guess. but I need more days to sleep in! ah wells. I MISS MY AUSTRALIANS. I wanna play downball during in between breaks. but it's OUR thing! hehehe. ^^

Day 6 - your day.

it was AWESOME. ;) everything turned out to be fun and entertaining. just like chilling out with my mates. ^^

Day 7 - your best friend.

my teddybear best friend. he's awesome, sweet, cute, fun to be with. I just love him. (: cuz he's always there for me be it good or bad. I love youu! ^^

we keep it rockin' till 6am!

was too tired to post yesterday. reached home at 2ish! anyways, went for 11am mass. came back, big gang came. as usual, they're commonly used phrase is, "wow, you've grown so tall!", "woah, who's this young adult here?!" but the fact is, I'm not tall!

so, G came and it was super awkward for him. sorry! ): it's over anyway. after they left, we headed over to god-grandma's place for dinner. Kayla was there! hehehe. so yeah, we gambled and stuff. initially I was losing ALLLLL my $$. but at the end of the day, I won 70$ suprisingly. ^^

can't wait for later on toooo! cousins coming over for lunch. Jus'&family and a few of my noobs are coming over too. ^^ another night of gambling. WOOSH. I hope bestey and Gavin will be coming.

Day 4 - what you ate today.

noodles.

Day 5 - your definition of love.

someone who's willing to give up his time for you to take care of you, to be there for you whenever you need them, someone who's willing to give up they're all. someone who swears that they'd never ever lie/hurt/cheat on you. someone who keeps a pinky promise even tho it's a small thing. someone who'd suffer major heartbreak when they see you in tears.

GAVIN YOON.

I hate you.

for not replying me text message.

that's not it.

actually.

I HATE YOU FOR INTRODUCING ME TETRIS TO ME.

now I'm addicted. ):

anyways, HAPPY CNY PEOPLE!

I wanna go gamble with my friends.

:/

maybe on Sunday or something.

(:

aches.

yeah, I'm feeling the aches all over.

got it from dance.

and I just got a text saying I have dance tomorrow.

:/

I really don't wanna go but yet I wanna perform for v'day.

it's half day tomorrow, and CNY eve.

I think it's kinda stupid to have practice tomorrow.

oh wells.

just got back from G's house.

and I smell a lot like him.

from my nails, to my hair.

Day 3 - your parents.

they're the best people on earth. thank you, mom & dad, for everything. (: I love you guys a million, billion, gazillion.