so tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?

he wanted her. she never tell, secretly she wanted him as well.
You know what? I've decided not to go BLG's. :( I know its saddening but good thing also. Cause I heard, its a waste of time, money and you'll have to stand throughout! bleh. Lets just hope, that I won't regret this decision! Ugh, I swear, can the entire Singapore request for FOB to come again?! :'(
School today was mainly average. However, good thing is, we cam-whored a little! (: Well, just a little. But then again, better than nothing right! (: And, we gave Ingrid a middle name! So, right now, her name's Ingrid Juliet-Tape Kwok! (: Beautifulfied right! Oh, and Rebecca's my new BOYFRIEND! (: Well, we're suppose to be gay partners, but whatever! So now, I'm attached! I love her, shut up and f off. (;
OMG, there's dance tomorrow. I almost forgot, lucky I remembered before going to bed. But then again, I don't think we'll be practising other than the Chinese New Year performers. The rest will most probably be doing things for CCA fair. Cool. (:
There's a new school event coming up on Wednesday, Piñata Pinch Piñata Punch! I'm planning to go with Rebby, Juliet-Tape, Shasha, Carey, Beabea, Clare, Claudy, Lex, Jas, SexyBee! At the same time, we can cam-whore like crazyyy! ^^ Yay, omg, we rock the world kkkkz!
Mummy bought sound system thing for me on Saturday. Thank you mummy! ~~♥ I feel bad cause its like damn expensive, but she said it was ok cause its for my birthday. Pffff, made me feel worse man. :( Ah well. Then yesterday, she bought me my new camera. I swear, I love it. Its damn cute and light. (: Thank you for everything mummy. Especially always helping me solve my problems, making my life easier and more peaceful! I love you! Xo.
My ear's like, damn sore now. Cause like, mum was having a terribly hard time with my ear-ring. Well, blame it on the poor service given at the piercing shop. They gave a super lousy ear-ring which you'll have to use super force when you want to take it out. Its like, tearing your ears apart okay! Damn painful. :( Me poor ears. :'( Oh well.
We lie awake but dreaming till' the Sun would wash the sky.Xo.

and you wanna be free, so I'm letting you fly.

and I said, "Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone"

I've finally decided to change my link, like finally. Just for some reasons and I kinda got sick of my link. So yeah.

First week of school, was basically alright. Made new friends and stuff. and, I kinda became much more studious. I don't know why but its kinda good. and like, we're trashed with tons of homework due next week. I'm happy cause there's lots of homework to be done but depressed cause its due in such a short period of time! Ugh. :( So, I think, I'm concentrating better in this kind of environment.

BLG's coming to Singapore like, NEXT THURSDAY! Should I go, or should I not?! :( I wanna go cause I love them! I don't wanna go cause, I don't love them as much as FOB and they're not as fawesome as FOB! I'm just afraid I'll regret not going. Someone, help me decide, please! And, even if I go, I'll need someone to accompany me by going high!

Oh, I'm in love with Claudy's tumblr!!! It's so damn entertaining! (: Especially the Tik Tok spoof. Hilarious I tell you. (: and I don't like Voldermort. :( His face creeps me out!

I miss 1X. I miss those days with them. I want 1X back. :(

You know what I always wanted to do? Lie on the grass with uncountable amount of flowers surrounding you. It'll be nice. But, Singapore sucks to not have such huge, beautiful places like that. :(

I need a new FB picture. But nobody's keen on cam-whoring with me. I feel so unloved huh. :( Hahaha! Oh well.

Just dance, and I'll be okay.

Xo.

make me believe that you're here tonight.

thanks for the memories. ~~♥

I would like to thank those who wished me happy birthday. (: (accordingly)

Shirlie Tay ^^, Glen, Eddy, Emmy, Bjorn, Rebecca, Uncle Song & Auntie Terri, Ben, Dion, Jason Godbrother, Thomas, Denise Mummy, Chew Rui, HwuiKhim (yes, especially for your post ^^), Pravin, Valerie Mummy, Hendric, QingHui, Shayne (your post and the earrings♥), Carey, Dan, RyanLow, Sexc C. Haslam, Frankion, Isabella, Claudia, Hazel, Geraldine Ai, Leonis BabyBrother, Adeline, Regine Zhou, Justin, TengJie, Phyllis, Jacintha, Jasmin, JiaQi, WeiJun, Alex Lee, Beatrice, Jon Hwang, Maxi Kor, Jen, Regine Seet, Grace, Jeremy Lau, Chantel, Leeroy, Sharmaine Sissy, Miho, Andre BabyKor, AiHui, Shien-Li, Simran, Tiffany, Grizel, Oliver, Sean, RenSiang, Bernice Wong & Mdm Ong!

AFFY LOVES YOU ALL! Xo♥

ooo, thanks to those who gave me a gift too!(:

Kkkkkz, so anyway, 16 Jan, Regine Zhou's birthday! ~~♥ Love you sweetheart. Went to Plaza Sing to meet Emmy and Eddy and bought Death Note~♥! then went to Auntie Jackie's place for BBQ. Came home approximately 11plus. Guitar Hero-ed, Facebooked and watched movie till like, 5am plus. Wasn't feeling well, so I kinda went to sleep. Eddy stood up all night with mummy. :O

Woke up at 10am, went to prepare and all. And, my deardear twin, Eddy, was being a darling. He made me birthday breakfast, FRENCH TOAST! Damn yummy! (: and he was so sweet~~♥ so anyway, went to Cine for my birthday plan. But only Eddy, Emmy, Nikki and Jasmin were there. -.- Cause like, Bjorn couldn't come, Leo couldn't come, Lee MIA-ed, Ben didn't fucking answer his phone. Pfff. -.- Kkkk, whatever. So, I was upset cause I couldn't go on with my plan and like, they didn't really have the mood to do almost everything. Went to Kbox and neoprints like twice then came home. Boring day, huh? Hohoho, whatever. At like, 9plus, mummy bought me a cake. And I told them don't sing. (: Cause, its.. awkward. So we used to music box instead. (: Unique huh!? (; hahaha.

2nd day of school was not as bad as I thought. Spent first break with 1X people. (: Love & miss that class where everyone was so united. :( oh well. and, Mdm Ong wished me happy birthday infront of the entire class. Pfff, embarassing. :(

I hate you, liar.

Xo.

We were just two kids that took the moment when it was there.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

I'm 14 now, same age as my twins, Eddy & Emmy~~~♥. (: I'm actually not happy 'bout it, but oh well, people said 14 is better than 13. so. I'll just try to be happy even though some people tomorrow can't attend my birthday. sigh.

Every night she cries herself to sleep, thinking why does this happen to me? why does every moment have to be so hard.

oh my, pretty pretty boy I love you, like I never ever love no one before you.

Went out with BabyKor on Thursday to AMK hub and watched Avatar. Movie was neutral but very long. :( Head pain when I came out of the Cinema please. After that, walked around then went back home to wait for BabyMinnieTwin♥ and she came around, 9+ ?(:

Friday, went to Bugis with Edward, Joshua, Cleon and Gabriel but halfway through, something happened. Don't wanna elaborate. We kinda spent $50 on neoprints. ;x but then again, they were damn nice. (: oh oh, I PIERCED MY EARS! only the bottom part though. Cause I promised Joshua I'd pierce with him so I'm waiting for him to pierce my upper ear. (: So after that, they came over to my place and slacked, Guitar Hero. OMG, I'm in love with Joshua's singing. ♥

Yesterday, went out with Joshua to Plaza Sing. Wanted to watch The Vampire Assistant or Sherlock Holmes at first. But in the end, we watched Alvin & The Chipmunks instead. (: My Theodore♥ is so fucking adorable pleaaaaaaaaaaaase. Then we came home, and practically everyone went high. Had chicken rice for dinner and kinda talked alot. Hahahaha(: Nice evening.

Ugh, my birthday's like, next week already. :( Can't stand it, I'm old, same age as JOSHUA! :( bleh. Okay, babytwin, we need to cam-whore! (:

everything's gone;everything were just lies, all were just fairytales.

Take me on a date to the dancefloor.

& you've gotta smile that can light up this whole town.

I wanna thank a few people through my toughest times :

Xuan - Although we're not even close, you still bothered to be there for me. Thanks Xuan♥

ChewRui - Baby, I know you wanna help, but you don't know how to right? But whatever it is, I know you're always there for me. I love you. Thankyou.♥

Yasmin - Baby, I'm sorry. I know I don't deserve your forgiveness but you still forgave me. I hope this matter didn't drift us apart. I love you twin. Thank you♥

Geraldine - Ai, sorry for the huge fight I had with you recently. I'll try to mend our friendship back. Even though we're not in the same school anymore, you're still here for me. Thank you for the words of encouragement. I'll be strong again. I'll try. ♥

Joshua - Joshua, I know you care and you wanna help. I'm glad you listened to me and didn't do anything reckless in the end. Thank you for helping me especially for this entire month. I guess, right now, you're the only boy best friend left that won't disappoint me and be there for me. Thank you so much. ♥

Lastly, Mummy & Daddy - I'm sorry I've let you both down this time. I'll be a good girl. I won't be a disappointment to you anymore. Thank you for giving me another chance. I love you both. ♥

Went to the Poly-clinic the other day to check on my knee and heart. Just before school's bout to re-open, the doctor gave me a 1month MC for dance, netball, jumping etc. -.- Piss me off.

Mummy bought me my phones yesterday. Basically, I changed both phones. W901i changed to U10i (Aino) and iPhone to iPhone 3Gs. Thank you mummy ^^

Oh, guess what? BabyTwin's back from Japannnnn. (: Most probably she's coming over tomorrow. Missed her loads please. :( Baby, I need to cam-whore badly!!! oo, going out with Cleon kor on Friday to Plaza Sing and Joshua on Saturday to Great World City. Watching movie on both days. ^^ Come to think of it, my birthday's drifting nearer and nearer. *cries* Getting older...

BabyKor (Andre) suppose to come over yesterday to accompany me. But in the end, never turn up (as usual). He went to accompany his babygirl instead of me!!! *cry* So, according to him, he said he'll come over tomorrow. Hope he comes. (:

oneofthoseliars;nodifferentfromtheothers.

I've bought your favourite ice-cream, I don't wanna see it melt your way.

I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light,

Reached Jcube at 1.30pm today to meet Rui and Kimm and when I was at the counter, I felt like someone was staring at me. So I turned and guess who was the paparazzi? QIANG!!! I told Rui, Qiang leh! LOL, don't know why I was suprised. So anyway, Audi-ed with them + Yang until there was a vacant computer beside Kimm then I went to swap comp.

Played for awhile and this ah-lian came and sit beside me. OMG, her make-up was really... look like ge-tai and her nose ring, made her look like she's a BULL! *faint* She was blasting her Audi song so Kimm, Rui and I blast ours too. :B I kept complaining and Yang went to stalk her on Audi. Lol, joke. All of us got hungry, and went for lunch at BK with Rui, Kimm, Qiang and SkyHeaven. SkyHeaven was being a serious joker, laugh until stomach pain please!

This ChewRui, promised me she won't be shy but she was like, quiet throughout la. ): And she kept saying I'm chio. -.- Tsk, Rui, BLIND. Obviously, you're the chio one la. And plus, you didn't cam-whore with me!!! ): *cry* I don't care, next outing (most likely on my birthday), must cam-whore hor! *goes wild* Now I have to cam-whore myself (pathetic). LOL! Yes, I'll open my blog soon(: Babe, cheer up k. No matter what, I'm still here for you♥

New Year resolutions :

1. Study hard

2. Don't be a disappointment to my family.

3. Cut down on vulgarities.

4. be a lesser bitch.

Oh well. 2009 has been a terrible year. I hope 2010 will be better!

(:

[ Ugh, my hair's getting disgusting each day. ]

I'm sorry to all of you out there whom I've hurt. I've been a terrible friend and daughter. I'm the one who caused this mess. Therefore, I deserve this silent treatment from you. From the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry.