your love is my drug.

& you shake me till you wake me from this bad dream.

Hahaha, I've seriously lost interest in blogging here. Oh, infact, anywhere. I'm just too lazy. But, I came back cause I'm bored. (:

Had school on friday. Interhouse games. Oldham lost Netball. Hahah, but whatever lah. (: I just played for the sake of having fun, not the sake of winning. (: Was really tiring k! Hahah, went home with Siwen to bathe and everything. Then went to Clarissa's for her birthday party. (:

Basically, Siwen and I were like, listening to music in the taxi. But like, both of us knocked out in the taxi. :/ And when I woke up, she was like, lying on my shoulder. Hahaha, damn cute. :D

Reached Clarissa's house and ate pizza and KFC! Fattening. :( Ah well. Ruisi, Cliona, Dyan, En Xin jie, Shayne mei, Carey mei, AlexL, Gabriel, Sean, Oliver, Pravin daddy, Leeroy, Elizabeth, Rachel and Claudia were all there. Then, went up with Pravin, Carey and Gabriel to play pool !!! (: Super fun, heehee! :P But I'mma noob though. :( Ah, then Leeroy secretly bought Clarissa a cake, so we had to like, keep her in suspense. And we surprised her with the cake! (: ♥♥♥ Hahah, then watched House Of Wax for awhile. And went out to play pool and cam-whored! (: Went to the like, top floor, to cam-whore and joked around. (: yeah.

Went downstairs and played DDR for a while. Painted our nails too! (: Hahah, rested for a while. Then went back up to pool again! :P I'm like, super addicted to pool! (: Then we kinda stopped playing, cause like, we were watching Orphan. Quite scary but not as scary, I can say? Hahah. Then like, halfway through the movie, Cliona, Rui si, Leeroy, Gabriel & Pravin left for Monty Python. Was quite freaked out after the movie. :S Hahah.

Walked to Oldtown for dinner with Rachel, Clare, Carey and Shayne. And I was a boy wannabe. :P Hahahah! Oh oh, we saw a dead snake on the way. Pretty scary huh! Then something happened. But I managed to cheer everyone up with my super awesome move! :P Hohohoho! (: Went back Clare's house, cam-whored a little more and mommy came to pick me. (:

Clarissa's party was a blast! (: and, POOL HAS BECAME A NEED IN MY LIFE! :D I ♥ You, Clarissa ; Awesome #1 Best friend / Baby jie! (:

Woke up yesterday and saw korkor there. :O Playing guitar hero, as usual. (: Yeah. Then had lunch. & yoghurt for 'dessert'. Hell yeah! Hahah, and korkor went to nap. And mom and I watched our HongKong dramas. Finished all! (: hahah. Bathed and went out with them for dinner at Novena. Deborah met up with us. And I went high again, as usual. :P Cam-whored again. Hahaha. And decided to go HV for Frolick! (: Then homed.

Spent my entire day uploading photos on FB and songs into my comp. Ah, quite tiring. Thinking of watching HongKong dramas after bathing later. Hahah.

I will be that sweet, innocent girl I use to be.

Xo.

Impossible.

Okay, I'm being a lazy ass to not post pictures. Especially after a long break from blogging. Ah, I think I kinda lost interest in blogging. So yeah. :/

People, its not my fault. I just don't know what to blog about. And well, I'm always busy. Well, outings and work and everything! Like I said, who doesn't wanna spend time with me? (;

These few days have been really good for me. Yeah. You can say its the best few days of my life. Or maybe, best few days of 2010. (:

(26th - 28th Feb)

So anyway, ended school slightly later on Friday. Cause of the Geography trip thing. Hahaha, we kinda rushed through it so we could go Macs. Joke! HAHA. Okay, so went back school, then like, it rained. So, we called for taxi. But then the taxi didn't come. -.- Roar. Okay, so met HY at Holland. Then we walked back to school together for MM. Loved it. A lot. Even though the movies were like, crap. But yeah. (: hahaha. Oh, I overnighted in the end cause I begged daddy. :/ blah.

Woke up the next day from only 1.5 hours of nap. Didn't really sleep. Hahah. Then walked to Holland with Glynnis, Bjorn, Rebecca, Ingrid, Xavier, Annabelle and Zack to have breakfast. Yeah, and we were talking bout what happened the previous night. HAHA. It was really funny. Right, Rebecca?! (; Hahahah. Yeah, so after that, went home to sleep. Then woke up at 2? Cousin came and we guitar hero-ed. Then my godbrother and godmom came. Talked a lot.

28th,

Daddy & Deborah's birthday! Happy birthday! (: I ♥ the both of youuu. (: Went to Paragon to have lunch at Crystal Jade. Hahaha. Was hungry, very hungry. But had good lunch. Then I had to go, cause HY was meeting me at Cine. Then Deborah walked me to Cine and we took neoprints. Then HY smsed me, telling me he reached already. :/ blah, sorry for being late! So went up, and watched Paranormal Activity with him. Quite crapped. :/ Blah. Then went to his house and waited for him to pack and stuff. Then from there, went to airport. Fell asleep in the taxi. :/ Blah. Sent him off, and went back home.

Thank you, for making these few days a brilliant one. (: All the best! ♥

Yeah. Loved those 3 days, like a lot. Loads of memories stored in my head.

And today's Founders day. Went to school w/o my attire. But didn't get scolded. ^^ Hahaha. Went to studio at like, 9am. Prepared, cam-whored and everything. All in Val's cam, waiting for her to upload on Facebook! (: Hahaha. Went up the hall at 10.30am. Then was our turn to dance. But nobody told us. So it was rather rush. And what's more, the PA crew screwed up our dance for us. The song was really soft, that nobody could here. So we started off with a screwed up dance then we recovered it with our energy. (: Hahah.

Went to get bubbletea with Glen at Holland, then went to Ion to meet Nikole, Ingrid, Clarissa, Claudia and Alex for lunch. Lunch was really good. :P Hehe. Then walked around. And Nikole left us. D: Blah. So, Clarissa and I kept going into crafts shops. :/ hehe. Then got into this really super amazing nice but expensive shop, and Ingrid decided to join us. :P Hehe! We were like, deciding to get a scrap book, so we could like, take pictures and paste them in it. But the scrapbooks were hella expensive! So we gave up. D: I'll bring mommy there someday! :P Kidding.

Went to Cine to meet Bea, Carey, Glynnis, Gabriel & Bjorn. Quite pissed off at first cause none of them were like picking up their phones. :@ Grr. Bought my sunglasses cause I hated walking around the mall with my make-up on. So, attention-seeking. Hah. Went to Neoprints. (: And talked a lot of shit. Hahaha. Then Kaisheng came to join us. And took neoprints again! Haha. Then I left. Cause I suddenly felt, uncomfortable. So yeah. :/ hahah.

Oh, we bumped into Jfoo too! (: Hee.

Thanks, Korean guy, for fetching me home!(:

I'm damn bored. So I'm gonna do something super random. But the people in it, will love it :D

I ♥ Daddy.

I ♥ Mommy.

I ♥ HY. (:

I ♥ Glen Wee ; best friend forever!

I ♥ Clarissa Low ; awesome #1 baby jie!

I ♥ Beatrice.

I ♥ Ben Wee.

I ♥ Carey.

I ♥ Chew Rui.

I ♥ Claudia.

I ♥ Denise. (even though she hardly talks to me anymore)

I ♥ Desiree.

I ♥ Dulcy.

I ♥ Eddy.

I ♥ Emmy.

I ♥ En Xin.

I ♥ Geraldine.

I ♥ Glynnis.

I ♥ Hwui Khim.

I ♥ Ingrid.

I ♥ Jasmin.

I ♥ Jason.

I ♥ Leeroy.

I ♥ Leonis.

I ♥ Maxi. (dude, I miss you! D:)

I ♥ Nikole.

I ♥ Qing Hui.

I ♥ Rebecca.

I ♥ Shayne.

I ♥ Sharmaine.

--

Love in your world.

Xo.

The memories, the things we did are locked inside my heart

I just want us both to smile.

Firstly, happy Chinese New Year & Valentine's day to all of you! (:

Alrights. Haven't been posting here for quite some time. But anyways, school has been great for me. I'm like absolute in love with HIS cuteness. Okay, well, not me alone but also Clarissa and Shayne. (; Hahaha! I still can't get that cute smile of his off my minddd. Ahhhh.

So anyway. I think I'll be enjoying dance even more from now on. (:

Went out with my sisters ( Clarissa & Glynnis ) yesterday after school's celebration. Oh ya, Ecstacy sang! Hahaha. I kept staring at him. *squeals like mad* Okay, getting back on track. So yeah. Went to Glynnis' primary school. Then went to Clarissa's house. Her house is like, damn nice.

Glen came, to meet us. From there, went to Cine to find Bjorn and Leeroy. We were like, extremely late. Blame it on Glen. (: It was his fault for coming late. K, so we went to eat. I was reaaaaally hungry. But whatever. Walked around and stuff after lunch. Took neoprints. And by the time, Glynnis had to go. :( Then Joshua and Eddy met up with us. and we went to watch movie. The lightning thief show. Wasn't as good as I thought it'd be. Ah well. So, basically, I was the only girl.

Kkkk, anyway, relatives came over today. like, in the afternoon. And I learnt that I actually have more cousins. Wow. But they're like, so different from me. Oh, and my uncle made me learn their names in like, less than an hour or sth. I couldn't remember except for one. But Idk which was the guy. :/ Ah.

Joshua and Eddy came to collect angbao. Hahaha.

Tomorrow will be more fun. Cuz, cousins are coming over for lunch. And then going over to Aunt's house to gamble. (: Nice. hahahah! Oh well.

Wednesday's comingggggggggggg!

I LOVE YOU DARLINGS.

I miss you. the old you.

Xo.

toady was a fairytale.

do you remember all of the times we had?

Haven't been blogging for quite awhile. Cause nothing much happened. So yeah. Received back my Physics and Math test. Didn't expect to get such marks. But ah, like what XY di, I can try harder next time. (:

Wednesday was just screwed. So lets skip on elaborating. Thursday, had dance for PE again. -.- Its damn boring, seriously. Other classes are learning proper dance. And all we're doing are bounces. Unfair. Was quite moody. Idk why. But after PE, dismissal, I became hyper again. Cause Rebecca and EnXin attacked me with tickles :( Oh and I was craving for Ben and Jerry's. Till now. :(

Friday wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be. During chapel, Claudy, Rebecca and myself sang damn loudly and like, everyone was staring at us. HAHA. Then had house meeting. Signed up for Handball and Netball. Oh, and Edward's the junior vice-captain for OLDHAM! (: Hahaha. History was just, retarded. And Music was hilarious, as usual. Went to Cold Rock with Glynnis, Si Wen, Glen, Lionel, Denim, Bjorn, Clarissa, Shayne, Carey, Ingrid, Alex Lee, Angel and a year one boy. Bought two tubs of Ice-cream. It was quite good! But Ben&Jerry's are nicer. :( Oh well. Suppose to find Di, but both of us were lazy. ;x

Went to Great World City with mum after school yesterday. Bought a few CDs and more stuff. I was dead tired. I wasn't my usual self. I kinda slept earlier than usual on a Friday. Apologies to G and XY for falling asleep while texting. ;x

I found someone, who's exactly like me. Somewhat, like my twin. (: Glynnis! (: Hahaha. She's like my twin sis. We've been through the exact same thing before, we're both absolutely in loveee with Mccartney, we love to cam-whore, our shoes are the exact opposite colours, our cameras are both FuJi and some people say we look alike. But she's much prettier, duh. So yeah. (: I LOVE HER!

OMG! Tomorrow's SOUL'D outing! Yipeee. So excited. (: Hahaa. We're going Universal Studios. I think. It'd be damn cool! Hahahahah.

FUCK THE REST!

fuck you.

Xo.

If I could be Cinderella for a day.

60 THINGS A GAL/LADY/WOMAN WANTS BUT WONT ASK FOR!!

1. Touch her waist.

2. Actually talk to her.

3. Share secrets with her.

4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts

5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.

7. Hold her.

8. Laugh with her.

9. Invite her everywhere.

10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.

12. Take pictures with her.

13. Pull her onto your lap.

14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.

15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it.

fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends.

it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.

17. Kiss her unexpectedly.

18. Hug her from behind around the waist.

19. Tell her she's beautiful.

20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her

you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)

- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.

22. Tell her she's your everything

- ONLY if you mean it.

23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her

- if she denies something being wrong, it means

SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.

25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT

AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON'T lie to her

27. DON'T cheat on her!

28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her

have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.

30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when

she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she

can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER

BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.

32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.

33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the

hint that you want to kiss her).

34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she

will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in

and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.

35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad.

If shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.

37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.

38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on

your chest so you can cuddle.

39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.

40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS

42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.

43. Take her for LONG walks at night.

44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.

45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then

bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

46. Rub her back--feels good

47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute

48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D

49. Let her sit on your lap

50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess

around just do it lightly.

51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.

52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL

53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually

they just go along with it.

54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss

her passionatley and gently.

55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.

56. Kiss her in the rain.

57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.

58. Slow dance with no music

59. Don't ignore her or be nerveous around her

--everything is going to be okay.

60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go. ;D

Now, don't you think that's just so sweet? Hahah. Learnt a lot of things from Xiao Yong. (: Oh, and his blog is funny. Hehehe. Oh ya, I owe him an ice-cream, someday, for helping me. (: Thank you!!!

Looks like, we're talking again. Now I've one less matter to worry. Which is good, I guess. Yipee! (:

Geraldine and Chew Rui sweet hearts, must cheer up soon. I love you both. ♥

I used to be love drunk but now I'm hung over.

Love's not enough when you say it.

don't you know you gotta mean it?

Went to PPPP on Wednesday. Wasn't as magnificent as I thought it'd be. Well, probably cause all our moods were like, spoilt. So yeah. But good thing was we managed to cam-whore. (: Yipee. Oh, and I still can't figure out what song that guy was singing. :( Its damn nice, I swear!!!

Thursday was typical, I guess. Nothing interesting happened. Oh wait, he said hi to me. Well, I guess its a good start. I don't know. Oh, and I was kinda pissed off with brother but then I forgave him cause he apologized. So yeah. We had dance for PE, I didn't like it. :( We were basically humiliating ourselves cause we did lots of bounce. I'd probably categorize this under the boring section. (:

Today was pretty much a tiring day. Math test got postponed and History was as stupid as ever. Ughh. Music was average and we were let off 10mins earlier for CCA fair. Got changed, then went up. Hahah. I begged Vanessa to join dance, and she did! (: Soul'd♥! That was random, but whatever. I really hope netball won't be as screwed as last year.

Oh, today, while waiting for laoshi to come, we kinda talked bout Mccartney♥. I realized, our age gap isn't that wide. That means, I have a chance of marrying him! ^^ Hahahah. Kidding, he doesn't know I exist. So yeah. And I realize, I like boys with baby faces or pretty boys. Heh.

I like watching stars.

and I love roses.

I heard that BLG wasn't that bad after all. :( Shit, I think I'm beginning to regret. Oh well. Nevermind. I heard from Carey that FOB might come again this year!!!!!!! OMG. (: I swear, I was damn happy when I heard. I hope they'll come! I love themmmmm.

Oh oh, I was thinking of joining lyrical dance outside. Mum said it was cool even though she didn't know what it was in the first place. Heh. Its kinda good. Cause twice a week of dance isn't enough for me. I think, I'm addicted to dance. Oh, and I think, I'm back into drawings. again.

Should I create tumblr? Considering oh.

Should I believe.

or should I not?

Xo.

so tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?

he wanted her. she never tell, secretly she wanted him as well.
You know what? I've decided not to go BLG's. :( I know its saddening but good thing also. Cause I heard, its a waste of time, money and you'll have to stand throughout! bleh. Lets just hope, that I won't regret this decision! Ugh, I swear, can the entire Singapore request for FOB to come again?! :'(
School today was mainly average. However, good thing is, we cam-whored a little! (: Well, just a little. But then again, better than nothing right! (: And, we gave Ingrid a middle name! So, right now, her name's Ingrid Juliet-Tape Kwok! (: Beautifulfied right! Oh, and Rebecca's my new BOYFRIEND! (: Well, we're suppose to be gay partners, but whatever! So now, I'm attached! I love her, shut up and f off. (;
OMG, there's dance tomorrow. I almost forgot, lucky I remembered before going to bed. But then again, I don't think we'll be practising other than the Chinese New Year performers. The rest will most probably be doing things for CCA fair. Cool. (:
There's a new school event coming up on Wednesday, Piñata Pinch Piñata Punch! I'm planning to go with Rebby, Juliet-Tape, Shasha, Carey, Beabea, Clare, Claudy, Lex, Jas, SexyBee! At the same time, we can cam-whore like crazyyy! ^^ Yay, omg, we rock the world kkkkz!
Mummy bought sound system thing for me on Saturday. Thank you mummy! ~~♥ I feel bad cause its like damn expensive, but she said it was ok cause its for my birthday. Pffff, made me feel worse man. :( Ah well. Then yesterday, she bought me my new camera. I swear, I love it. Its damn cute and light. (: Thank you for everything mummy. Especially always helping me solve my problems, making my life easier and more peaceful! I love you! Xo.
My ear's like, damn sore now. Cause like, mum was having a terribly hard time with my ear-ring. Well, blame it on the poor service given at the piercing shop. They gave a super lousy ear-ring which you'll have to use super force when you want to take it out. Its like, tearing your ears apart okay! Damn painful. :( Me poor ears. :'( Oh well.
We lie awake but dreaming till' the Sun would wash the sky.Xo.