your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.

Because of you guys, I've learnt to love netball even more. ♥

We achieved 2nd place on Friday's competition. I guess it was quite an achievement cause our team had the least 18 years old. Although, I didn't get to play, it's alright cause there's always a next time. Anyway, I had quite a fun time screaming, shouting and cheering for the team. Besides, I didn't intend to play.

Saturday was Cow's birthday party @ Universal's. It was fun although there were only like, 5 scary rollarcoasters? Didn't take Jurassic Park cause both was closed in the end. So, we kinda ended up taking at most 7 times of the Mummy. It wasn't as thrilling as I thought and its quite fun. Just that we took too many times that it became boring. Yeah. Bought a necklace and went for Twelfth Night again.

That was how my weekend was. Kinda. I'm stressing on my book report and art right now. I don't know what to do. Help!

I don't know what to do with you anymore. Even though, I have this strong temptation to punch and slap you in the face, I WON'T. Cause I'm not that nasty. But please, stop annoying my sister. You're 15, apparently older than us, so you should be mature than us. But no, you behave exactly like a 10 year old. Do you have a brain? I'm pretty sure you do. So, stop copying her like some clone and think before you speak. FYI, we don't need unnecessary information about your life. WE DON'T REALLY CARE. You're so damn immature. You flirting is one thing, but you're purposely joining band so that you can replace her. Put yourself in her shoes, you would feel damn hurt okay. Anyway, just so you know, you're not good. Honestly speaking. I swear, you are damn self-centred. I'm trying my best to be really nice and to tolerate all your bull crap. But sorry, I think I should let it go now. I can't take it anymore. You're hurting MY SISTER here, not me. I wouldn't really care if it was me.

love,

JJ.

lets get back to where we lasted.

"Many people will walk in and out of you life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart."

I have the sudden urge to start blogging again. But I don't know how to start. I don't have pictures to post up. Neither do I know what to post about. :| I'm hungry, I wanna get this over and done with and then find some food. .___.

I really need to lose weight. I ate 2 plates of chicken rice for the first break. Rice crispies and that ham cheese thing at Starbucks. Everything I ate today was simply fattening.

I feel weird. I can't believe I just studied for my Math test. I can't believe I actually bothered to revise and understand. Wait, there's more. I'm beginning to read, like finally. Thanks to book reports. I swear, I feel like a total freak naturally adapting to this "new" lifestyle of mine.

I was finding pictures to post on my blog but to no avail. I browsed through the pictures we had together before and there, memories hit me again.

You know, honestly, looking back I realize I've been a bitch and really selfish to you before. I know my mistakes and I just wanna be friends again. I can hardly understand why you can't give me at least one chance to explain myself and sincerely apologize to you. Everytime I see you walk by, I really want to show you how sorry I am. But I know, you'll just ignore and walk away. It'll be a humiliation to both you and me then. Even though how much I wanna smile at you, I can't bring myself to. Neither can I look you in the eye. No words can express how much I miss you but I just keep it in and wait for you to cool down. I guess this is still affecting me because I loved you a lot before and yes, I still do. I could wish a thousand times that our friendship could be fixed again.

I guess, I'm going for netball tomorrow. Or maybe, half-half. We'll see how life goes.

love,

JJ.

its time to realize.

hey you, yes you.

have you realized I've not been speaking to you?

if you don't realize it, then I'm purposely doing it.

you know why?

cause you've changed.

even since you got into a relationship,

its like, you're a total different person.

I'm not the only one who says so.

you've became a bitch and a bully.

and you think very highly of yourself.

but just so you know,

everyone is at the same standard.

nobody's bad nor excellent.

although you've apologized,

I don't think it was sincere.

cause right after, you walked away without her

without asking her if she wanted to follow.

if you're not sorry, then don't say sorry.

don't waste your breath, don't waste people's time.

if you don't want to lose any of your friends,

change back to who you are before.

if not, don't cry when you start getting lonely.

because, you can't turn back time.

choose your own path.

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it takes time for you to realize how much I think bout you every day.

you are the oneeee.

JJ ♥ CLARISSA LOW SHI YING! (: (:

we once hated each other that we could kill each other. but look? now, we're BEST FRIENDS. :D nono, best friends isn't as important as SISTERS! (: HAHAA! this is for you. you only! (: whenever I'm upset or disappointed, I know you're there for me. and I'll always be here for you if you need me too! I'll be your listening ear, your shoulder to cry on and your little teddy bear so that you can hug me! though, we'll never be together forever, our hearts will be. (: AWESOME & SEXY FTW :D :D

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Annyeonghaseyo.

I AM FREAKING FAT!

Bye.

your love is my drug.

& you shake me till you wake me from this bad dream.

Hahaha, I've seriously lost interest in blogging here. Oh, infact, anywhere. I'm just too lazy. But, I came back cause I'm bored. (:

Had school on friday. Interhouse games. Oldham lost Netball. Hahah, but whatever lah. (: I just played for the sake of having fun, not the sake of winning. (: Was really tiring k! Hahah, went home with Siwen to bathe and everything. Then went to Clarissa's for her birthday party. (:

Basically, Siwen and I were like, listening to music in the taxi. But like, both of us knocked out in the taxi. :/ And when I woke up, she was like, lying on my shoulder. Hahaha, damn cute. :D

Reached Clarissa's house and ate pizza and KFC! Fattening. :( Ah well. Ruisi, Cliona, Dyan, En Xin jie, Shayne mei, Carey mei, AlexL, Gabriel, Sean, Oliver, Pravin daddy, Leeroy, Elizabeth, Rachel and Claudia were all there. Then, went up with Pravin, Carey and Gabriel to play pool !!! (: Super fun, heehee! :P But I'mma noob though. :( Ah, then Leeroy secretly bought Clarissa a cake, so we had to like, keep her in suspense. And we surprised her with the cake! (: ♥♥♥ Hahah, then watched House Of Wax for awhile. And went out to play pool and cam-whored! (: Went to the like, top floor, to cam-whore and joked around. (: yeah.

Went downstairs and played DDR for a while. Painted our nails too! (: Hahah, rested for a while. Then went back up to pool again! :P I'm like, super addicted to pool! (: Then we kinda stopped playing, cause like, we were watching Orphan. Quite scary but not as scary, I can say? Hahah. Then like, halfway through the movie, Cliona, Rui si, Leeroy, Gabriel & Pravin left for Monty Python. Was quite freaked out after the movie. :S Hahah.

Walked to Oldtown for dinner with Rachel, Clare, Carey and Shayne. And I was a boy wannabe. :P Hahahah! Oh oh, we saw a dead snake on the way. Pretty scary huh! Then something happened. But I managed to cheer everyone up with my super awesome move! :P Hohohoho! (: Went back Clare's house, cam-whored a little more and mommy came to pick me. (:

Clarissa's party was a blast! (: and, POOL HAS BECAME A NEED IN MY LIFE! :D I ♥ You, Clarissa ; Awesome #1 Best friend / Baby jie! (:

Woke up yesterday and saw korkor there. :O Playing guitar hero, as usual. (: Yeah. Then had lunch. & yoghurt for 'dessert'. Hell yeah! Hahah, and korkor went to nap. And mom and I watched our HongKong dramas. Finished all! (: hahah. Bathed and went out with them for dinner at Novena. Deborah met up with us. And I went high again, as usual. :P Cam-whored again. Hahaha. And decided to go HV for Frolick! (: Then homed.

Spent my entire day uploading photos on FB and songs into my comp. Ah, quite tiring. Thinking of watching HongKong dramas after bathing later. Hahah.

I will be that sweet, innocent girl I use to be.

Xo.

Impossible.

Okay, I'm being a lazy ass to not post pictures. Especially after a long break from blogging. Ah, I think I kinda lost interest in blogging. So yeah. :/

People, its not my fault. I just don't know what to blog about. And well, I'm always busy. Well, outings and work and everything! Like I said, who doesn't wanna spend time with me? (;

These few days have been really good for me. Yeah. You can say its the best few days of my life. Or maybe, best few days of 2010. (:

(26th - 28th Feb)

So anyway, ended school slightly later on Friday. Cause of the Geography trip thing. Hahaha, we kinda rushed through it so we could go Macs. Joke! HAHA. Okay, so went back school, then like, it rained. So, we called for taxi. But then the taxi didn't come. -.- Roar. Okay, so met HY at Holland. Then we walked back to school together for MM. Loved it. A lot. Even though the movies were like, crap. But yeah. (: hahaha. Oh, I overnighted in the end cause I begged daddy. :/ blah.

Woke up the next day from only 1.5 hours of nap. Didn't really sleep. Hahah. Then walked to Holland with Glynnis, Bjorn, Rebecca, Ingrid, Xavier, Annabelle and Zack to have breakfast. Yeah, and we were talking bout what happened the previous night. HAHA. It was really funny. Right, Rebecca?! (; Hahahah. Yeah, so after that, went home to sleep. Then woke up at 2? Cousin came and we guitar hero-ed. Then my godbrother and godmom came. Talked a lot.

28th,

Daddy & Deborah's birthday! Happy birthday! (: I ♥ the both of youuu. (: Went to Paragon to have lunch at Crystal Jade. Hahaha. Was hungry, very hungry. But had good lunch. Then I had to go, cause HY was meeting me at Cine. Then Deborah walked me to Cine and we took neoprints. Then HY smsed me, telling me he reached already. :/ blah, sorry for being late! So went up, and watched Paranormal Activity with him. Quite crapped. :/ Blah. Then went to his house and waited for him to pack and stuff. Then from there, went to airport. Fell asleep in the taxi. :/ Blah. Sent him off, and went back home.

Thank you, for making these few days a brilliant one. (: All the best! ♥

Yeah. Loved those 3 days, like a lot. Loads of memories stored in my head.

And today's Founders day. Went to school w/o my attire. But didn't get scolded. ^^ Hahaha. Went to studio at like, 9am. Prepared, cam-whored and everything. All in Val's cam, waiting for her to upload on Facebook! (: Hahaha. Went up the hall at 10.30am. Then was our turn to dance. But nobody told us. So it was rather rush. And what's more, the PA crew screwed up our dance for us. The song was really soft, that nobody could here. So we started off with a screwed up dance then we recovered it with our energy. (: Hahah.

Went to get bubbletea with Glen at Holland, then went to Ion to meet Nikole, Ingrid, Clarissa, Claudia and Alex for lunch. Lunch was really good. :P Hehe. Then walked around. And Nikole left us. D: Blah. So, Clarissa and I kept going into crafts shops. :/ hehe. Then got into this really super amazing nice but expensive shop, and Ingrid decided to join us. :P Hehe! We were like, deciding to get a scrap book, so we could like, take pictures and paste them in it. But the scrapbooks were hella expensive! So we gave up. D: I'll bring mommy there someday! :P Kidding.

Went to Cine to meet Bea, Carey, Glynnis, Gabriel & Bjorn. Quite pissed off at first cause none of them were like picking up their phones. :@ Grr. Bought my sunglasses cause I hated walking around the mall with my make-up on. So, attention-seeking. Hah. Went to Neoprints. (: And talked a lot of shit. Hahaha. Then Kaisheng came to join us. And took neoprints again! Haha. Then I left. Cause I suddenly felt, uncomfortable. So yeah. :/ hahah.

Oh, we bumped into Jfoo too! (: Hee.

Thanks, Korean guy, for fetching me home!(:

I'm damn bored. So I'm gonna do something super random. But the people in it, will love it :D

I ♥ Daddy.

I ♥ Mommy.

I ♥ HY. (:

I ♥ Glen Wee ; best friend forever!

I ♥ Clarissa Low ; awesome #1 baby jie!

I ♥ Beatrice.

I ♥ Ben Wee.

I ♥ Carey.

I ♥ Chew Rui.

I ♥ Claudia.

I ♥ Denise. (even though she hardly talks to me anymore)

I ♥ Desiree.

I ♥ Dulcy.

I ♥ Eddy.

I ♥ Emmy.

I ♥ En Xin.

I ♥ Geraldine.

I ♥ Glynnis.

I ♥ Hwui Khim.

I ♥ Ingrid.

I ♥ Jasmin.

I ♥ Jason.

I ♥ Leeroy.

I ♥ Leonis.

I ♥ Maxi. (dude, I miss you! D:)

I ♥ Nikole.

I ♥ Qing Hui.

I ♥ Rebecca.

I ♥ Shayne.

I ♥ Sharmaine.

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Love in your world.

Xo.