Sunday, January 9, 2011

1am, why am I still awake?



had dinner with mom, love and aunty Delia. it was pretty good, I must say (y). oh uhm, before that, we went over to Paragon to hunt for my birthday present. I saw this skirt I liked, but babe said it was stupid to be receiving just a skirt for a birthday gift. kinda true. so yeah. MOM'S GETTING ME A MAC BOOK PRO INSTEAD. (Y)(Y)(Y). I'll be replacing it with my old desktop which I would be giving away. I haven't seen it yet :/, but I think it's a pretty good deal. I'm still keeping my VAIO tho, that mean's I'm gonna be both a PC user and a MAC user. WHEEEE HARDCORE.

anyways, didn't I not comment on my hair? well, fringe. but oh, I love it. (: it's straight, but it's curling in towards my face. LIKE. thank you uncle Vincent!!!! like, for once, I'm actually satisfied with my fringe. pssst, it only happens in a life time. and I think I'll be sticking to this hairstyle for the time being. :}

2. Talk about your piercings or tattoos, if you have any.
my naval piercing. I actually love it and don't regret at all. :}

Saturday, January 8, 2011

9 more days.

1. Your middle name, and how you feel about it.
Joey. I like it, it's short but kinda meaningful. (:

I practically chilled out at home today. all I really did was pack my room, which is only 1/3 done, and then surfed the net. Skype-ing with love and Ed right now! but I'm going to bed like, pretty soon. so yeah. this staying up late, chatting with friends kinda reminds me of the past. oh wells.

I hate this, really. my hair's always amazing at wrong times. Fghjkl.

I'll be fifteen soon. and it's gonna be the best party my friends have ever attended in their entire life. suck it.

Friday, January 7, 2011

this is to the person I truly love,

Dear you,

5 months, on our journey to the 6th. you're the longest I've ever lasted, the best among the rest and definitely the one I truly love the most. I'm seriously impressed with how patient you are with me and how you can tolerate my madness. we've gone thru thick and thin whilst holding on to each other and I'm expressing everything out here cuz I'm satisfied enough to show the world what brilliant and lovely boy I have.

it's amazing how you'd go all out just to be with me or make me smile. Eg 1, New Year's Eve. despite your parents' threats, you still took the risk. Eg 2, when I had a hard time in ACS and I was so close into transferring, you promised you'd talk to your parents just to be with me even though you clearly knew that they didn't like any other international schools.

You'd always be there to catch me when I fall. always the one who will hug me tight, telling me "I'm here, everything's gonna be alright". always the one who would risk dirtying your plain white tees just to wipe away my tears cuz you don't ever wanna see me cry. always the one who would stay up late just w8ing for me to knock off to dream land.

no matter how many crazy or tiny arguments we've had, it'll never last more than just a day. and you'd always make it as perfect as before.

I really wanna thank you for buying so many expensive gifts for me. from T&C necklace, to fluffed up teddy bear, to juicy hoodie, to drum sticks and the sexiest guitar EVER. I wanna thank you for changing my life, for bringing so much happiness in my life that I've never ever had, for always being there and taking care of me, for risking so much crazy shits for me and lastly for being the bestest boyfriend anyone could ever had. you're like a dream boy for every girl, really.

I just wanna say, no matter how crazy you may get, how jealous you can get and all other crazy things about you added up together, thank you for everything, I will never let go darling and, from the bottom of my heart, I love you more than anyone can ever imagine.

I love you, Geoffrey. (:

with lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of love,
Steffi Natalie Joey Tan.

IMMA HAPPY KID. (:

so yesterday, we watched 'The Tourist'. it was pretty okay. at the start of the movie, it was kinda boring and then it got complicated. well, that's to me. but its the kind of movie which I wouldn't mind watching again. (:

and for today, I literally spent 2hours + doing my hair. it's slightly shorter than before and I coloured it again. accompanied mom to pay for school fees, get the booklist and made noise about my ezlink card which I haven't received for approximately 6months. yep, and then some political drama within them began which mom and I got caught in. yeah, whatever. oh, had lunch at Crystal Jade and went to the pet shop!!! :}

so, I met love, Edward and Carey over at PS. just roamed around aimlessly until someone thought of something to do. we ended up walking all the way to Cine, to play pool. I didn't really play cuz I wasn't exactly comfortable with the environment there. yeah. oh, before we left the pool place, they gave me a sweet surprise. the guitar, Edward was carrying the entire time, which I thought was his, ended up to be my birthday gift from my dearest lovely boy. ♥ OH, HE BOUGHT ME FLIP-FLOPS AND DRUM STICKS TOOWOO. I love you tons boy. (: so we walked to T.G.I.Fridays to chill out. I bought an anklet for myself too! ♥. from there, we all left cuz it was pretty much getting late. oh wells, at least I had some time with 'em. (:

UGH. I have to wake up at 8.30 tomorrow, gonna be cycling at ECP. I seriously dread waking up this early, and knowing that I would be able to sleep a few more hours, annoys the hell outta me. but it's okay, maybe, morning cycle might help with the burning of fats.

I was hoping to get at least one song done on guitar by tonight. but no, I realized I forgot every single thing taught the moment I held the guitar. so I ended up learning off the web. but this time, I wrote it down! HA-HA. I tried Bleed(Hot Chelle Rae) to Lips of an Angel to Chasing cars to Beautiful Soul. but I still can't play a single song. they were either too complicating, or they had too many same chords in one bar. so yeah, as anyone ever expected, I gave up. I ended up playing nursery rhymes for mom and Creamie to sleep.

okay, pretty wordy post. just some pictures and I'm off!


Wednesday, January 5, 2011

I'M ON DOUBLE PEDDLES. :}

DAMN RIGHTTTTT, I'M ON DOUBLE PEDDLES WHEEEEE. :}

oh, so now its 2AM close to 3. and I have to get up at 12 (the latest) to catch a movie in town with I really don't know who's going. yep, I don't. I might just fall asleep in the theatre. so anywayyyy, I can't get to sleep. ): why?

5 more days - 2V + 2W class BBQ. (can't w8 ^^)
8 more days - school begins. (I haven't even gotten books yetttt. oh wells. ACS is messed up.)
12 more days - my life of being 15 begins.


☮

Monday, January 3, 2011

A photo of...

1. Your facebook profile photo.

2. A photo of you and someone you love.

3. A photo that makes you happy.

4. A photo of the last place you went on holiday.

5. A photo of you.

6. A photo that makes you laugh.

7. A photo of someone you love.

8. A photo of your favourite band/musicians.

9. A photo of your family.

10. A photo of you as a baby.

11. A photo of your favourite film(s).

12. A photo of you.


13. A photo of your best friend(s).

14. A photo of one of your favourite family members.

15. A photo of yourself a year ago.

16. A photo of you at the last party you went to.

17. A drunk photo of you.
(uhhmm, I wasn't exactly drunk, but like.. tipsy?)

18. A photo of one of your classes.

19. A photo of you on a school trip.
(can't find)

20. A photo of something you enjoy doing.

21. A photo of you standing up.

22. A photo of your town.
(Skip, I don't have this one.)

23. A photo of your friend as a baby.
(hehehe, miss him)

24. A photo of you that your hair looks nice in.

25. A photo of a night you loved.

26. A photo of your favourite weekend.

27. A photo of last summer.

28. A photo of what you ate today.
(don't have a picture)

29. A photo of someone you find attractive.

30. A photo of you when you were happy.


I think, if I remembered it right, this thing took me approximately 5 hours or so. had to search all over for the right photo. and half the time, my laptop was PMS-ing on me. ugh, glad it was over. ciao!

I'm.. back here.

it's 2011, I'm gonna start blogging over here again. I had a hard time thinking if I should switch over to Xanga, LJ or Wordpress. then I got through it, Blogger's the simplest. (: but then again, you can't entirely trust me for always updating here. but yeah, whatever. I'll just try to keep it updated whenever I can.

okay, so today, I went over to ♥'s place at 2+, managed to get dad to send me over. we played one round of Monopoly. all of us practically combined our houses and cash against Nikhil, but we still lost in the end tho. =/ oh wells. Oh yes, we watched Harry Potter. totally long movie. then I went home. ):

I must admit, it wasn't a brilliant day. but it was good just having to spend some time with 'em. especially you, ♥. (:

oh, a few new year resolutions to start with:
  • do better at school.
  • be nice to everyone. practically, make peace.
  • stop getting affected but what people say.
  • be a better friend, girl friend, daughter.
  • lose weight, work out.
  • be happier. :D :D
1. Your facebook profile picture.
2. A photo of you and someone you love.
3. A photo that makes you happy.
4. A photo of the last place you went on holiday.
5. A photo of you.
6. A photo that makes you laugh.
7. A photo of someone you love.
8. A photo of your favourite band/musician.
9. A photo of your family.
10. A photo of you as a baby.
11. A photo of your favourite film(s).
12. A photo of you.
13. A photo of your best friend(s).
14. A photo of one of your favourite family members.
15. A photo of yourself a year ago.
16. A photo of you at the last party you went to.
17. A drunk photo of you.
18. A photo of one of your classes.
19. A photo of you on a school trip.
20. A photo of something you enjoy doing.
21. A photo of you standing up.
22. A photo of your town.
23. A photo of your friend as a baby.
24. A photo of you that your hair looks nice in.
25. A photo of a night you loved.
26. A photo of your favourite weekend.
27. A photo of last summer.
28. A photo of what you ate today.
29. A photo of someone you find attractive.
30. A photo of you when you were happy.

I got this off jie's blog, so yeah, I'll probably start with it.. tomorrow! :}

hey you, I see life's been pretty tough on you. I really don't wanna ask and bother you like as if I HAVE TO KNOW that kinda thing. but yeah, I just want you to know, I'm here for you (: don't bottle up your feelings k? if you need a hug, call me out. (: if you need someone to text, yknow my digits. need someone to talk to, I'll listen. (: loveyou.