O(h) B(ull) S(hit)

back from suffering a torturous 5 day bullshit.

well, honestly it wasn't exactly that bad.

having badass night outs, kayaking and watching bboy battles were kinda cool.

it kinda made my camp a blast!

unfortunately, the food were absolutely disgusting and how strict it was.

kinda bonded closer to some people and like met new people.

which was kinda nice.

I somewhat miss it, altho it wasn't perfect.

but yeah.

APRIL FOOLS.

April is seriously fooling around with me. I'm beginning to detest this month. everything was back to normal when something even worse happened today. must everything hit me at one go like this? seriously?

my heart is shattered and all I have in mind is my baby, Creamie. she's gone, no longer in earth. she's farfar away. but always close to my heart. having nothing to hold in my arms, sucks. cuz usually, I'd be holding you in my arms.. nobody's gonna spend the night with me anymore and it's definitely awfully weird to only have Pippin coming up to me when I return home from where ever I was. Creamie, I miss you... there is nothing I want now than you back but that can never happen. you'll be remembered by all of us. I love you.

love, me.

hello april.

so we're here again, with a new month. a very ugly way to start a month. but I know it'll get better. I know we'll fix it and move on.

had dinner yesterday last night with Appleboxers. it was nice. Maryann made me thought about that amazing day where all of us headed to Universals. made me wanna do it again. but I'd probably not because I'm saving up for my US trip during the Sumz Vacation. I kinda look forward to that. oh, we constantly have the discussion about holding hands = dating? dating = together? friends with benefits? fling? and whatsoever.

G's turning 17 in 6 days. and next year, he'll be celebrating his 18th while I celebrate my 16th. time time time, this is scaring me... time is taking off too quickly. I still wanna slowly enjoy life. I don't wanna close my eyes and someday, waking up to my alarm which says time for work. but then again, it's part of life. nothing stays forever...

I really miss 2009. where all of us were in the same class, perhaps throwing paper balls at each other, teasing and annoying teachers on their worst days, hanging around the canteen just laughing our butts off. yeah, I miss that. I wish this house system never existed.

oh and school food, yeah, if it continues to stay disgusting, I guess I wouldn't have to work out!