APRIL FOOLS.

April is seriously fooling around with me. I'm beginning to detest this month. everything was back to normal when something even worse happened today. must everything hit me at one go like this? seriously?

my heart is shattered and all I have in mind is my baby, Creamie. she's gone, no longer in earth. she's farfar away. but always close to my heart. having nothing to hold in my arms, sucks. cuz usually, I'd be holding you in my arms.. nobody's gonna spend the night with me anymore and it's definitely awfully weird to only have Pippin coming up to me when I return home from where ever I was. Creamie, I miss you... there is nothing I want now than you back but that can never happen. you'll be remembered by all of us. I love you.

love, me.