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later mate.

just me and you all night.

"Are you tired? Cause you've been running through my mind the entire day."

aw, ly babybum. ♥ :)

love,

JJ.

you're my shooting star. yes, you're.

Yesterday,

Despicable Me was just adorable ttm k! ^^

& ,

I saw a shooting star @ Vivo City. like, LITERALLY! ♥

:)

thank you, Beatrice. for, YOU-KNOW-WHAT. :B ♥ sh.

love,

JJ.

it's all bout me. it is.

this is how it goes. for my next holiday, I don't want any Taiwan or Korea trip. I'd like to follow a movie director around USA. I wanna see how he does his job and meet my favourite movie stars. it might seem impossible, but I really really wanna try this.

I might even meet Glee live while their shooting or something! that'd be so cool.

or even Twilight Saga. I wanna learn the make-up and everything. and during Halloween, I could like, dress up as one of them! :B

he's so freaking gorgeous ttm! .___.

and even Starstruck! I'd like, tell Sterling Knight that I'm madly in love with his song, Hero. it's been in my head all day. ALL DAY. but then again, it's so sweeeeeet! aw. (:

or like, I could go find All Time Low, Boys Like Girls, 3Oh!3 and othersssss.

all this ridiculous imaginations of travelling around with a director makes me wanna go US even more! rahhh! ): I know, this will never happen. so I'll just continue dreaming.

I'm gonna snap out of this and get straight to the point. how can I ever get back to school when I'm dreaming bout this? meeting stars and going to the US like on the last day of holidays. the point is,

I'M NOT READY FOR SCHOOLLLL.

love,

JJ.

but if you're the one for me, then I'll be your hero.

Zoo @ 10am yesterday. Geoff, Prav, Tim, Ingrid, Nikole, Denim and Jasmin were all there. after which, it started to drizzle, so we headed to lot1 to have lunch and then back to my place. pretty long and tiring day yet it was fun. (: xo.

I think mom's getting me a buzz lightyearrrr! yippee! ^^ thanks mom, love!

I'm like, gonna do my collage right now. hopefully, it'll turn out to be really nice. (:

I swear, I'm freaking fat now laaaaaaa. rahhhh! LOSE WEIGHT!

3 more days. ):

love,

JJ.

I'll wait forever and a day for you.

♥

I wear black more than any other color, but I am not gothic.
I genuinely care for my friends.
I don’t trust people easily, thanks to past experiences.
Romance novels fascinate me.
I am female.
I do not wear glasses, but I probably should.
Switchfoot is an amazing band.
I have never seen the movie “Phantom of the Opera”.
I did not attend preschool as a child.
I have an older brother.
I am an aunt (or uncle).
I am too organized.
My shoulders are always hot, but my feet are always cold.
This is not the first survey I have ever taken.
I am interested in taking psychology classes.
I think men are sexy.
I refuse to use any other brand of tissue, besides Kleenex.
Duct tape annoys me more than it amuses me.
Easter used to be my favorite holiday.
My lips are chapped at this moment.
I was afraid of the monster under my bed as a child.
I have a boyfriend. (8 boyfriends, actually ;D)
My birthday is in February.
I don’t have a job.
I decide I want to take a survey only if I see a certain question that I’d like to answer.
I have never left this country.
The word “fluffy” makes me laugh.
I have cried within the last 24 hours.
My fingertips are freezing cold.
I have already eaten dinner.
Normally I don’t eat breakfast.
I will never smoke cigarettes.
I will never do drugs.
I really don’t like country music.
I have a cat.
I have thrown up from crying too much before.
I love Sushi.
I always look at peoples away messages.
I crack my knuckles often.
I’m not in any sports.
I play the acoustic guitar, and I love it.
I have only been to 2 concerts before in my life.
I’ve only kissed one person unrelated to me, so far.
I used to want to be a vegetarian.
Now I want to be a writer.
Or a graphic designer…
I get along better with guys.
I used to like Pokemon.
I am mostly French heritage.
I believe in God and have faith in Him.
Lip rings are arousing.
I love and get along with my cousins.
I had a pet turtle one summer.
I get excited about getting new underwear.
I need a boost in my self-esteem.
I’ve thought about suicide.
I love receiving mail and e-mail.
I’ve had a pen pal before.
I can’t sleep on my back. I just can’t.
I hate public bathrooms.
I listen to my parents; it’s just that sometimes I really don’t care.
Once in my life, I named a pigeon.
I laugh when I watch old home videos.
I used to be obsessed with the Spice Girls.
I once started a fire in my microwave.
I wish on Tootsie Roll Pop wrappers.
I really like the name Mathias.
I often fake my happiness for the benefit of others. (that's if I'm unhappy!)
I keep a diary online.
I love reading. It takes me away from reality.
I don’t like getting my picture taken.
The OC is my favorite TV show ever.
I’m glad this survey is almost over.
I am in the mood to take a shower.
I feel like crying when I look at old pictures.
I have a very busy day tomorrow.
I am in the mood to kiss somebody. Anybody.
I might be in love with my best friend..
I have now officially watched all three High School Musical movies.
I don’t think Zac Efron is all that hot, honestly.
I don’t even like one single song from any of the three movies.
I’ve been involved in a school musical before.
I can’t sing to save my life.
Dancing is even worse.
I am/have dated a basketball player.
I know a guy who is almost never seen without a hat/cap/fedora/etc.
I hate movie musicals.
I hate Disney movies.
I know someone who drives a pink car.
I want to study theatre in college.
Brown hair + blue eyes = hotness.
I’ve written a song before, and I think it was pretty good!
I play an instrument pretty well.
I’m in a band.
I pretty much live in my earphones/headphones.
My ringtone is a song from my favourite artist/band.
I got my very first cell phone before I even turned 13.
I’d rather watch a horror movie than a romantic comedy.
Animated films still amuse me.
I’ve noticed that nobody makes cartoons the old-fashioned way anymore, it’s all CGI.
Okay, what’s CGI?
I know what that is, but I’m not exactly sure what it all stands for.
I would love to play in an orchestra.
Better still, be the conductor!
I wonder if the orchestra players really pay attention to the conductor.
I’ve been extremely annoyed at someone in the past 24 hours.
I don’t get irritated easily.
I wear a ring on my pinky finger.
I’d prefer to sing the second voice (harmony) in a choir.
Pfft, who wants to sing in a choir when you can go solo.
There’s at least one teddy bear in the room that I’m in now.
I have something from Build-a-Bear.
And it’s not even a bear.
I just yawned.
I sneeze at least three times in a row.
I have the biggest eyes in my family.
I wouldn’t even know it if I were standing right next to a Jonas Brother.
The last person I texted is blood-related to me in some way.
When I grow up, I wanna be famous.
I can’t stand the Pussycat Dolls.
I know someone who knows someone famous.
I’m registered to an official fanclub.
I hate it when Youtube videos take forever to buffer.
I hate it even more when the title says one thing but the video is another thing all together!
I want Brad and Angelina to adopt me too! :))
I have my own personal blog.
Victoria’s Secret models are hot.
I could never be a model because I love to eat.
I know how to play the bass guitar.
I listen to Christian rock music.
I’d love to learn how to speak Mandarin Chinese.
I’m listening to my favourite song right now!
I’m going to bed within the next 3 hours.
I can’t even remember the last time I did a chore.
I’ve made a bolding survey before.
I think it’s easier than making a random survey.
I made my Xanga layout myself
I can’t stand girls who claim that they will marry their celebrity heartthrob.
I laughed at Rihanna’s “Umbrella” the first time I heard it
Considering how much I eat, I’m pretty okay weight-wise.
I must have everything in my favourite colour!
I am single
I have a boyfriend (eight boyfriends. ;D)
Currently I have feelings for one guy
One of my favorite discussion topics is guys
I like guys with facial hair
I like clean shaven guys
I’ve been married
I’ve been divorced
I’ve wanted to marry a guy-friend before
My favorite Color on guys is white
My Favorite Color on guys is black
It’s creepy when some guys wear pink
I like guys with blonde hair
I like guys with black hair
I like guys with brown hair
I like guys with red hair
I like Emo Guys
I like Punk Guys
I like Jocks
Blue eyes on guys are beautiful!
Green eyes are the best!
Tall, dark, handsome with dark brown eyes!
I’ve been given flowers for Valentines Day
My favorite part about guys is how funny they are
Guys; Can’t live with them, can’t live without them
I’ve said, “Why can’t they invent something besides guys to marry?”
I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts before
I have been to the movies alone with a guy
I’ve been in love
I’ve eaten alone with a guy before
I’ve been on a date
I like Christian guys
I don’t care about religion when it comes to guys
I have called a guy handsome/hot before
I can look at a cute guy and not think about sex
I don’t like guys who drink
I don’t like guys who smoke
I don’t like guys who sleep around
I like good moral guys
I like guys who know how to work, but don’t become workaholics
I like guys who believe in waiting for marriage for sex
I’ve almost crashed my car because I saw a cute guy
A guy has given me flowers before
A guy has kissed me in the last week
A guy has hugged me in the last week
I’ve tripped checking out a cute guy
I’ve bought a movie/book just because the guy in it was cute
I love it when guys go shirtless (if they have a bod)
I know a guy who has gotten a girl pregnant
1 of my best friend(s) is a guy(s)
I’ve had a guy in my room before
I’ve been to guys house
I’ve taken a picture of a guy I like in the last three months
Guys look like angels when they sleep
I’ve been asked for my phone number by a guy before
I’ve bought a guy a birthday present before

get this straight sweetheart, you can always try your best to be me. but just so you know, you can never be me. I'm not gonna waste my time to entertain you by creating a stir or getting angry. that's also cause, I'm not a bitch and there's no point getting angry or upset. (: oh, and I'm sorry to upset you, but really, don't waste your time and go get a life. cause, I'm still enjoying my life happily. ^^

If I could turn back time, I SWEAR, I'D NEVER WANNA FREAKING MEET YOU. (:

we watched Toystory 3 today. Eclipse with mummy dearest tomorrowwww! (:

I want a buzz lightyear for my birthdayyyyy. ):

I kinda just read my sister's blog just now. it was pretty depressing. ): sorry I can't help much sis. but I'll accompany you, if you can. I love talks with you, even though, I don't exactly know your friends. but whatever. (:

I finally know who truly loves me. ♥

love,

JJ.

the million love for Glee!

I ♥ GLEE TTM! (:

okayyyyy, I'm having pretty serious hyperventilation right now. that's cause I just finished watching Glee's last episode of season 1, 'Journey'. rahhh!

Jonathan Groff did Bohemian Rhapsody, and it was freaking good ttm!! I swear, the flips here and there were like, whoaaaa. I only think he's good looking when he's serious. if not, I see nothing in him. oh, HE'S PRETTY BUFF!! I just can't get over the fact that they were so freaking good!! oh my gosh!

then I rewatched the one they did Bad Romance. Santana's still the sexiest and Quinn is still the prettiest to me. they're both so nice to look at.

Cory is still the prettiest and Kevin is still the cutest of all guys even though Will has a seductive body. but whatever. I swear I'm gonna miss Glee! season 2 is only coming out in September. WHAT THE HELL!! that's damn long k! nevermind, I'll be waiting ~

PS / I only blogged bout the people I like in Glee. heh. bias much? ^^

love,

JJ.

I'll be yours till the end of time.

The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAREST PIGU!!
we've known each other for 8 years now. but I assume our friendship isn't as strong as before anymore yeah? but its alright! we'll catch up soon, I hope! ^^ hope you had an enjoyable 14th birthday k! misses! love, your siaotartar. ;D

I think my girl's crazy. she wishes to be buffer than Tommy. right, Khaira? ;D

xo,

JJ.

the new one!

18th June,

THE NEW ONE!

yay! (:

me and you were meant to last forever,

"For there is no friend like a sister, in calm or stormy weather, to cheer one on the tedious way, to fetch one if one goes astray, to lift one if one totters down, to strengthen whilst one stands."

Malaysia and netball stay over was pretty fun, overall! heh. ♥

talking on phone with my most retarded friend, Trisha, right now. ^^ she's one person who has the wildest imaginations on earth.

PS : rainbows are actually pretty and huge.

PSS : I want a freaking naval piercing, bitch!

love,
JJ

your love is like a shadow on me all of the time.

oh, I'm back playing Pokemon on my DS. its pretty fun.

and I will sit down and really ponder. why? should I or not?

love,

JJ

Clare, Bea and JJ :D

"Run baby run, don't ever look back. You'll tear me apart if you give me a chance."

love,

JJ

Ingrid! Bestfriend!

I love you too sister ;)

this is for you. :D

dear you,

I'd hug you so freaking tight right now if I could.

its so hard forgetting our friendship.

I have never forget you, infact.

I was touched by whatever you said just now.

I will be there for you when you're lonely.

I will bring you light if there's no more light in your life.

I will give you the warmest hugs when you're feeling cold.

BEST FRIEND, I will love you forever.

when you're back, I'll bring you to the beach.

we'll scream all our troubles and sadness out.

we'll carve our memories on sands

and let the waves wash them into forever land.

just so you know,

we'll be best friends forever (:

best sisters you can ever find in this world.

♥♥♥

love,

JJ

COLOURS

I LOVE PRAVIN KHAIRA!!!!!! :D TTM

not anymore.

"Two or more people who share everything with one another, knowing they can be trusted. People who would, if needed, take a bullet for their friend(s). Two or more people who, through all the new friends, new hobbies, new jobs, rough times, and high school, are always there for eachother, no matter how busy they are. A best friend is someone who can make you feel better no matter what."

I thought I was just pmsing.
turns out, I'm not the one.
you said, I don't know anyone of your friends.
but when I saw the photos, I knew like, 95% of them.
and yet neither of you who apparently "loves" me,
had the initiative to ask if I could go or invite me.
here I thought, I was just being self-centred.
but I guess, I now know how much I mean to you.
no matter what outing I go for, I still invite you.
I get the permission to.
the reason is simple.
cause you are my best friend.
and to think I'm your best friend too.
so I guess you don't know the meaning of a true best friend.
its not someone who takes you out for fun only.
but you know what.
I've given up.
you can erase me from everywhere.
cause I had enough.
I don't need a best friend if this is how I'm treated.
I feel like garbage.
but whatever.
this is life. I have to face it.
don't tell me I'm your best friend when I'm actually not.

don't fucking tell me you love me when you fucking don't.
ALL OF YOU.

love,
JJ.

dear you,

i'm sorry, i'm gonna rush through this post cause it suppose to be my dinner time right now. anyway. i know you're really angry with them right now. but don't get those losers affect your life okay? think about those who loves you. you know i love you and its sad to see you like that. i'll give you a hug tomorrow to make you feel better! smile soon. ily.

xo,

JJ.

your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.

Because of you guys, I've learnt to love netball even more. ♥

We achieved 2nd place on Friday's competition. I guess it was quite an achievement cause our team had the least 18 years old. Although, I didn't get to play, it's alright cause there's always a next time. Anyway, I had quite a fun time screaming, shouting and cheering for the team. Besides, I didn't intend to play.

Saturday was Cow's birthday party @ Universal's. It was fun although there were only like, 5 scary rollarcoasters? Didn't take Jurassic Park cause both was closed in the end. So, we kinda ended up taking at most 7 times of the Mummy. It wasn't as thrilling as I thought and its quite fun. Just that we took too many times that it became boring. Yeah. Bought a necklace and went for Twelfth Night again.

That was how my weekend was. Kinda. I'm stressing on my book report and art right now. I don't know what to do. Help!

I don't know what to do with you anymore. Even though, I have this strong temptation to punch and slap you in the face, I WON'T. Cause I'm not that nasty. But please, stop annoying my sister. You're 15, apparently older than us, so you should be mature than us. But no, you behave exactly like a 10 year old. Do you have a brain? I'm pretty sure you do. So, stop copying her like some clone and think before you speak. FYI, we don't need unnecessary information about your life. WE DON'T REALLY CARE. You're so damn immature. You flirting is one thing, but you're purposely joining band so that you can replace her. Put yourself in her shoes, you would feel damn hurt okay. Anyway, just so you know, you're not good. Honestly speaking. I swear, you are damn self-centred. I'm trying my best to be really nice and to tolerate all your bull crap. But sorry, I think I should let it go now. I can't take it anymore. You're hurting MY SISTER here, not me. I wouldn't really care if it was me.

love,

JJ.

lets get back to where we lasted.

"Many people will walk in and out of you life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart."

I have the sudden urge to start blogging again. But I don't know how to start. I don't have pictures to post up. Neither do I know what to post about. :| I'm hungry, I wanna get this over and done with and then find some food. .___.

I really need to lose weight. I ate 2 plates of chicken rice for the first break. Rice crispies and that ham cheese thing at Starbucks. Everything I ate today was simply fattening.

I feel weird. I can't believe I just studied for my Math test. I can't believe I actually bothered to revise and understand. Wait, there's more. I'm beginning to read, like finally. Thanks to book reports. I swear, I feel like a total freak naturally adapting to this "new" lifestyle of mine.

I was finding pictures to post on my blog but to no avail. I browsed through the pictures we had together before and there, memories hit me again.

You know, honestly, looking back I realize I've been a bitch and really selfish to you before. I know my mistakes and I just wanna be friends again. I can hardly understand why you can't give me at least one chance to explain myself and sincerely apologize to you. Everytime I see you walk by, I really want to show you how sorry I am. But I know, you'll just ignore and walk away. It'll be a humiliation to both you and me then. Even though how much I wanna smile at you, I can't bring myself to. Neither can I look you in the eye. No words can express how much I miss you but I just keep it in and wait for you to cool down. I guess this is still affecting me because I loved you a lot before and yes, I still do. I could wish a thousand times that our friendship could be fixed again.

I guess, I'm going for netball tomorrow. Or maybe, half-half. We'll see how life goes.

love,

JJ.

its time to realize.

hey you, yes you.

have you realized I've not been speaking to you?

if you don't realize it, then I'm purposely doing it.

you know why?

cause you've changed.

even since you got into a relationship,

its like, you're a total different person.

I'm not the only one who says so.

you've became a bitch and a bully.

and you think very highly of yourself.

but just so you know,

everyone is at the same standard.

nobody's bad nor excellent.

although you've apologized,

I don't think it was sincere.

cause right after, you walked away without her

without asking her if she wanted to follow.

if you're not sorry, then don't say sorry.

don't waste your breath, don't waste people's time.

if you don't want to lose any of your friends,

change back to who you are before.

if not, don't cry when you start getting lonely.

because, you can't turn back time.

choose your own path.

--

it takes time for you to realize how much I think bout you every day.

you are the oneeee.

JJ ♥ CLARISSA LOW SHI YING! (: (:

we once hated each other that we could kill each other. but look? now, we're BEST FRIENDS. :D nono, best friends isn't as important as SISTERS! (: HAHAA! this is for you. you only! (: whenever I'm upset or disappointed, I know you're there for me. and I'll always be here for you if you need me too! I'll be your listening ear, your shoulder to cry on and your little teddy bear so that you can hug me! though, we'll never be together forever, our hearts will be. (: AWESOME & SEXY FTW :D :D

-

Annyeonghaseyo.

I AM FREAKING FAT!

Bye.

your love is my drug.

& you shake me till you wake me from this bad dream.

Hahaha, I've seriously lost interest in blogging here. Oh, infact, anywhere. I'm just too lazy. But, I came back cause I'm bored. (:

Had school on friday. Interhouse games. Oldham lost Netball. Hahah, but whatever lah. (: I just played for the sake of having fun, not the sake of winning. (: Was really tiring k! Hahah, went home with Siwen to bathe and everything. Then went to Clarissa's for her birthday party. (:

Basically, Siwen and I were like, listening to music in the taxi. But like, both of us knocked out in the taxi. :/ And when I woke up, she was like, lying on my shoulder. Hahaha, damn cute. :D

Reached Clarissa's house and ate pizza and KFC! Fattening. :( Ah well. Ruisi, Cliona, Dyan, En Xin jie, Shayne mei, Carey mei, AlexL, Gabriel, Sean, Oliver, Pravin daddy, Leeroy, Elizabeth, Rachel and Claudia were all there. Then, went up with Pravin, Carey and Gabriel to play pool !!! (: Super fun, heehee! :P But I'mma noob though. :( Ah, then Leeroy secretly bought Clarissa a cake, so we had to like, keep her in suspense. And we surprised her with the cake! (: ♥♥♥ Hahah, then watched House Of Wax for awhile. And went out to play pool and cam-whored! (: Went to the like, top floor, to cam-whore and joked around. (: yeah.

Went downstairs and played DDR for a while. Painted our nails too! (: Hahah, rested for a while. Then went back up to pool again! :P I'm like, super addicted to pool! (: Then we kinda stopped playing, cause like, we were watching Orphan. Quite scary but not as scary, I can say? Hahah. Then like, halfway through the movie, Cliona, Rui si, Leeroy, Gabriel & Pravin left for Monty Python. Was quite freaked out after the movie. :S Hahah.

Walked to Oldtown for dinner with Rachel, Clare, Carey and Shayne. And I was a boy wannabe. :P Hahahah! Oh oh, we saw a dead snake on the way. Pretty scary huh! Then something happened. But I managed to cheer everyone up with my super awesome move! :P Hohohoho! (: Went back Clare's house, cam-whored a little more and mommy came to pick me. (:

Clarissa's party was a blast! (: and, POOL HAS BECAME A NEED IN MY LIFE! :D I ♥ You, Clarissa ; Awesome #1 Best friend / Baby jie! (:

Woke up yesterday and saw korkor there. :O Playing guitar hero, as usual. (: Yeah. Then had lunch. & yoghurt for 'dessert'. Hell yeah! Hahah, and korkor went to nap. And mom and I watched our HongKong dramas. Finished all! (: hahah. Bathed and went out with them for dinner at Novena. Deborah met up with us. And I went high again, as usual. :P Cam-whored again. Hahaha. And decided to go HV for Frolick! (: Then homed.

Spent my entire day uploading photos on FB and songs into my comp. Ah, quite tiring. Thinking of watching HongKong dramas after bathing later. Hahah.

I will be that sweet, innocent girl I use to be.

Xo.

Impossible.

Okay, I'm being a lazy ass to not post pictures. Especially after a long break from blogging. Ah, I think I kinda lost interest in blogging. So yeah. :/

People, its not my fault. I just don't know what to blog about. And well, I'm always busy. Well, outings and work and everything! Like I said, who doesn't wanna spend time with me? (;

These few days have been really good for me. Yeah. You can say its the best few days of my life. Or maybe, best few days of 2010. (:

(26th - 28th Feb)

So anyway, ended school slightly later on Friday. Cause of the Geography trip thing. Hahaha, we kinda rushed through it so we could go Macs. Joke! HAHA. Okay, so went back school, then like, it rained. So, we called for taxi. But then the taxi didn't come. -.- Roar. Okay, so met HY at Holland. Then we walked back to school together for MM. Loved it. A lot. Even though the movies were like, crap. But yeah. (: hahaha. Oh, I overnighted in the end cause I begged daddy. :/ blah.

Woke up the next day from only 1.5 hours of nap. Didn't really sleep. Hahah. Then walked to Holland with Glynnis, Bjorn, Rebecca, Ingrid, Xavier, Annabelle and Zack to have breakfast. Yeah, and we were talking bout what happened the previous night. HAHA. It was really funny. Right, Rebecca?! (; Hahahah. Yeah, so after that, went home to sleep. Then woke up at 2? Cousin came and we guitar hero-ed. Then my godbrother and godmom came. Talked a lot.

28th,

Daddy & Deborah's birthday! Happy birthday! (: I ♥ the both of youuu. (: Went to Paragon to have lunch at Crystal Jade. Hahaha. Was hungry, very hungry. But had good lunch. Then I had to go, cause HY was meeting me at Cine. Then Deborah walked me to Cine and we took neoprints. Then HY smsed me, telling me he reached already. :/ blah, sorry for being late! So went up, and watched Paranormal Activity with him. Quite crapped. :/ Blah. Then went to his house and waited for him to pack and stuff. Then from there, went to airport. Fell asleep in the taxi. :/ Blah. Sent him off, and went back home.

Thank you, for making these few days a brilliant one. (: All the best! ♥

Yeah. Loved those 3 days, like a lot. Loads of memories stored in my head.

And today's Founders day. Went to school w/o my attire. But didn't get scolded. ^^ Hahaha. Went to studio at like, 9am. Prepared, cam-whored and everything. All in Val's cam, waiting for her to upload on Facebook! (: Hahaha. Went up the hall at 10.30am. Then was our turn to dance. But nobody told us. So it was rather rush. And what's more, the PA crew screwed up our dance for us. The song was really soft, that nobody could here. So we started off with a screwed up dance then we recovered it with our energy. (: Hahah.

Went to get bubbletea with Glen at Holland, then went to Ion to meet Nikole, Ingrid, Clarissa, Claudia and Alex for lunch. Lunch was really good. :P Hehe. Then walked around. And Nikole left us. D: Blah. So, Clarissa and I kept going into crafts shops. :/ hehe. Then got into this really super amazing nice but expensive shop, and Ingrid decided to join us. :P Hehe! We were like, deciding to get a scrap book, so we could like, take pictures and paste them in it. But the scrapbooks were hella expensive! So we gave up. D: I'll bring mommy there someday! :P Kidding.

Went to Cine to meet Bea, Carey, Glynnis, Gabriel & Bjorn. Quite pissed off at first cause none of them were like picking up their phones. :@ Grr. Bought my sunglasses cause I hated walking around the mall with my make-up on. So, attention-seeking. Hah. Went to Neoprints. (: And talked a lot of shit. Hahaha. Then Kaisheng came to join us. And took neoprints again! Haha. Then I left. Cause I suddenly felt, uncomfortable. So yeah. :/ hahah.

Oh, we bumped into Jfoo too! (: Hee.

Thanks, Korean guy, for fetching me home!(:

I'm damn bored. So I'm gonna do something super random. But the people in it, will love it :D

I ♥ Daddy.

I ♥ Mommy.

I ♥ HY. (:

I ♥ Glen Wee ; best friend forever!

I ♥ Clarissa Low ; awesome #1 baby jie!

I ♥ Beatrice.

I ♥ Ben Wee.

I ♥ Carey.

I ♥ Chew Rui.

I ♥ Claudia.

I ♥ Denise. (even though she hardly talks to me anymore)

I ♥ Desiree.

I ♥ Dulcy.

I ♥ Eddy.

I ♥ Emmy.

I ♥ En Xin.

I ♥ Geraldine.

I ♥ Glynnis.

I ♥ Hwui Khim.

I ♥ Ingrid.

I ♥ Jasmin.

I ♥ Jason.

I ♥ Leeroy.

I ♥ Leonis.

I ♥ Maxi. (dude, I miss you! D:)

I ♥ Nikole.

I ♥ Qing Hui.

I ♥ Rebecca.

I ♥ Shayne.

I ♥ Sharmaine.

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Love in your world.

Xo.

The memories, the things we did are locked inside my heart

I just want us both to smile.

Firstly, happy Chinese New Year & Valentine's day to all of you! (:

Alrights. Haven't been posting here for quite some time. But anyways, school has been great for me. I'm like absolute in love with HIS cuteness. Okay, well, not me alone but also Clarissa and Shayne. (; Hahaha! I still can't get that cute smile of his off my minddd. Ahhhh.

So anyway. I think I'll be enjoying dance even more from now on. (:

Went out with my sisters ( Clarissa & Glynnis ) yesterday after school's celebration. Oh ya, Ecstacy sang! Hahaha. I kept staring at him. *squeals like mad* Okay, getting back on track. So yeah. Went to Glynnis' primary school. Then went to Clarissa's house. Her house is like, damn nice.

Glen came, to meet us. From there, went to Cine to find Bjorn and Leeroy. We were like, extremely late. Blame it on Glen. (: It was his fault for coming late. K, so we went to eat. I was reaaaaally hungry. But whatever. Walked around and stuff after lunch. Took neoprints. And by the time, Glynnis had to go. :( Then Joshua and Eddy met up with us. and we went to watch movie. The lightning thief show. Wasn't as good as I thought it'd be. Ah well. So, basically, I was the only girl.

Kkkk, anyway, relatives came over today. like, in the afternoon. And I learnt that I actually have more cousins. Wow. But they're like, so different from me. Oh, and my uncle made me learn their names in like, less than an hour or sth. I couldn't remember except for one. But Idk which was the guy. :/ Ah.

Joshua and Eddy came to collect angbao. Hahaha.

Tomorrow will be more fun. Cuz, cousins are coming over for lunch. And then going over to Aunt's house to gamble. (: Nice. hahahah! Oh well.

Wednesday's comingggggggggggg!

I LOVE YOU DARLINGS.

I miss you. the old you.

Xo.

toady was a fairytale.

do you remember all of the times we had?

Haven't been blogging for quite awhile. Cause nothing much happened. So yeah. Received back my Physics and Math test. Didn't expect to get such marks. But ah, like what XY di, I can try harder next time. (:

Wednesday was just screwed. So lets skip on elaborating. Thursday, had dance for PE again. -.- Its damn boring, seriously. Other classes are learning proper dance. And all we're doing are bounces. Unfair. Was quite moody. Idk why. But after PE, dismissal, I became hyper again. Cause Rebecca and EnXin attacked me with tickles :( Oh and I was craving for Ben and Jerry's. Till now. :(

Friday wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be. During chapel, Claudy, Rebecca and myself sang damn loudly and like, everyone was staring at us. HAHA. Then had house meeting. Signed up for Handball and Netball. Oh, and Edward's the junior vice-captain for OLDHAM! (: Hahaha. History was just, retarded. And Music was hilarious, as usual. Went to Cold Rock with Glynnis, Si Wen, Glen, Lionel, Denim, Bjorn, Clarissa, Shayne, Carey, Ingrid, Alex Lee, Angel and a year one boy. Bought two tubs of Ice-cream. It was quite good! But Ben&Jerry's are nicer. :( Oh well. Suppose to find Di, but both of us were lazy. ;x

Went to Great World City with mum after school yesterday. Bought a few CDs and more stuff. I was dead tired. I wasn't my usual self. I kinda slept earlier than usual on a Friday. Apologies to G and XY for falling asleep while texting. ;x

I found someone, who's exactly like me. Somewhat, like my twin. (: Glynnis! (: Hahaha. She's like my twin sis. We've been through the exact same thing before, we're both absolutely in loveee with Mccartney, we love to cam-whore, our shoes are the exact opposite colours, our cameras are both FuJi and some people say we look alike. But she's much prettier, duh. So yeah. (: I LOVE HER!

OMG! Tomorrow's SOUL'D outing! Yipeee. So excited. (: Hahaa. We're going Universal Studios. I think. It'd be damn cool! Hahahahah.

FUCK THE REST!

fuck you.

Xo.

If I could be Cinderella for a day.

60 THINGS A GAL/LADY/WOMAN WANTS BUT WONT ASK FOR!!

1. Touch her waist.

2. Actually talk to her.

3. Share secrets with her.

4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts

5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.

7. Hold her.

8. Laugh with her.

9. Invite her everywhere.

10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.

12. Take pictures with her.

13. Pull her onto your lap.

14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.

15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it.

fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends.

it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.

17. Kiss her unexpectedly.

18. Hug her from behind around the waist.

19. Tell her she's beautiful.

20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her

you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)

- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.

22. Tell her she's your everything

- ONLY if you mean it.

23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her

- if she denies something being wrong, it means

SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.

25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT

AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON'T lie to her

27. DON'T cheat on her!

28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her

have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.

30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when

she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she

can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER

BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.

32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.

33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the

hint that you want to kiss her).

34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she

will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in

and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.

35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad.

If shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.

37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.

38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on

your chest so you can cuddle.

39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.

40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS

42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.

43. Take her for LONG walks at night.

44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.

45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then

bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

46. Rub her back--feels good

47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute

48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D

49. Let her sit on your lap

50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess

around just do it lightly.

51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.

52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL

53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually

they just go along with it.

54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss

her passionatley and gently.

55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.

56. Kiss her in the rain.

57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.

58. Slow dance with no music

59. Don't ignore her or be nerveous around her

--everything is going to be okay.

60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go. ;D

Now, don't you think that's just so sweet? Hahah. Learnt a lot of things from Xiao Yong. (: Oh, and his blog is funny. Hehehe. Oh ya, I owe him an ice-cream, someday, for helping me. (: Thank you!!!

Looks like, we're talking again. Now I've one less matter to worry. Which is good, I guess. Yipee! (:

Geraldine and Chew Rui sweet hearts, must cheer up soon. I love you both. ♥

I used to be love drunk but now I'm hung over.

Love's not enough when you say it.

don't you know you gotta mean it?

Went to PPPP on Wednesday. Wasn't as magnificent as I thought it'd be. Well, probably cause all our moods were like, spoilt. So yeah. But good thing was we managed to cam-whore. (: Yipee. Oh, and I still can't figure out what song that guy was singing. :( Its damn nice, I swear!!!

Thursday was typical, I guess. Nothing interesting happened. Oh wait, he said hi to me. Well, I guess its a good start. I don't know. Oh, and I was kinda pissed off with brother but then I forgave him cause he apologized. So yeah. We had dance for PE, I didn't like it. :( We were basically humiliating ourselves cause we did lots of bounce. I'd probably categorize this under the boring section. (:

Today was pretty much a tiring day. Math test got postponed and History was as stupid as ever. Ughh. Music was average and we were let off 10mins earlier for CCA fair. Got changed, then went up. Hahah. I begged Vanessa to join dance, and she did! (: Soul'd♥! That was random, but whatever. I really hope netball won't be as screwed as last year.

Oh, today, while waiting for laoshi to come, we kinda talked bout Mccartney♥. I realized, our age gap isn't that wide. That means, I have a chance of marrying him! ^^ Hahahah. Kidding, he doesn't know I exist. So yeah. And I realize, I like boys with baby faces or pretty boys. Heh.

I like watching stars.

and I love roses.

I heard that BLG wasn't that bad after all. :( Shit, I think I'm beginning to regret. Oh well. Nevermind. I heard from Carey that FOB might come again this year!!!!!!! OMG. (: I swear, I was damn happy when I heard. I hope they'll come! I love themmmmm.

Oh oh, I was thinking of joining lyrical dance outside. Mum said it was cool even though she didn't know what it was in the first place. Heh. Its kinda good. Cause twice a week of dance isn't enough for me. I think, I'm addicted to dance. Oh, and I think, I'm back into drawings. again.

Should I create tumblr? Considering oh.

Should I believe.

or should I not?

Xo.