6.

6, baby. we've made it through together for half a year.

whenever you're not around, I feel like something's missing.

you're the one, who can turn my life into a beautiful fairytale or crush me into pieces that I may never crawl back up again.

we've been through the toughest time together where we almost lost each other. where our hearts were both crushed to ends.

yet, we still held on tight to each other, promising with pinkys that we'll never let go, that we'll love each other till the end.

I don't know how much you love me, but I know myself, that I love you so much that words can't express.

I've never felt this way before for any other guy. It's mad, I know. I'm mad.

at times, I might be the worse girlfriend you have ever gotten.

especially after that huge quarrel we had, it might seem that I have lost trust in you.

but it's because I care, it's because I'm scared I might lose you.

I don't want to have another fight where we both have our eyes filled with tears or hurtful words which I said.

I really don't wish to have you leaving me because of some other girl or because you've stopped loving me.

and worse of all, I don't ever want you to lie to me.

I want to be that girl you can tell anything to. that girl which you'd spend your forever with. that girl which you'd never wanna hurt. just, that girl you're looking for.

I love you, darling.

I hope our love will have no end.

thank you for being so patient and showering me with so much love.

I really wonder, what am I without you.